Nevertheless, I finally managed to identify the ‘voices’ in my head, or rather the beings in my psyche.
There are three of them –
- Ego
- Self-Image
- True-Self
Ego
Self-Image
Perfection is not to be achieved by any human being, nevertheless True-Self kept on building a Self-Image who looks and behaves better than herself.
The idea was not to give Self-Image sole power, but after a specific experience True-Self found herself totally paralyzed. She gave the reins to Self-Image and withdrew into herself.
True-Self
Eventually Self-Image met her Waterloo
When Self-Image found herself totally defeated next to True-Self, Ego went crazy. “Fight! Flee! Fall!" he screamed at the top of his voice.
Self-Image ignored him.
This was the moment when True-Self realized that she was being unfair to herself, allowing her image to take over the forefront be while she, True-Self, missed out on life and opportunities for happiness. She rose, assumed the reins, and conquered the enemy who had crippled her ego and defeated her image.
She has never regretted the day she put herself in charge.
Until next week, | ShoutOuts |